I've found a friend who died for me

Wanted to blog yesterday de, budden dunno why blogger got problem. Now okay le. Got loads of things in my head right now. Dunno what to write down. Okay. Let's start with changing myself first.
Decided to change myself today. Realised i have not been a good role model. People get shocked when i say i am a Christian. Dunno why. Its not as if i keep doing bad things. In fact, i doubt i have done anything bad. Its just that i have been noisy, irritating,happy. Thats all. Don't really know what the world define Christian as. Good and quiet people? Fine. Shall force myself to be one.
Don't really know whats wrong with me.I wonder if it's anger, but it dun feels that way.Sad? Nope. Not really. Cant describe this feeling. Would be close to disappointment with myself i guess.
Okay, shall go on with the lighter topics. Really hope that more people are able to come down to my church for the Good Friday event. Felt extremely motivated at first. Had a target of 20 more souls being saved. Encouraged Caroline, Jaslyn and Joanna. But now, i need someone to motivate me. Suddenly lost the will. Hope it will come back after a good sleep.
Looking forward to friday. Hope the event at my church would be great.To be honest, i am not too sure on the theme of the musical. Think it has something to do with holidays. The title? 'Sold out.' Sounds cool. Consulted Pastor Casey on what day should i bring my friends to. He said this friday. He say the Musical is gonna be good. Trust him.
Okay this part is for all those that is wondering why are Christians, keep trying to call people to their church. Firstly, Let me ask a a question. Where do you think you would be going to, after you die?
Thought about it? I am serious here. Stop thinking that we shouldnt think about this at our age.What if, a freak accident happens, and you move on?
Okay, not so sure on what your answer might be.But i would like to tell you that more than 2000 years ago, the Son of God, Jesus, died for us. Why die for us? Every little bad things we do, havent you thought of the consequences? Sins(bad things we do) have only a price. Hell.Jesus, died for us on Good friday so that our sins,debts, would be cleared away. Thats what we Christian believe. I am not so sure if you're unclear of this part, but hey, approach your christian friends or even Enter to a church to see see. Then make your choice. No harm eh? Better than regreting it.

Yeah, know the previous part is alittle hard to digest. But i hope you will really understand. Okay. Back to my life. Tell you something, SAW HER SMILE AT ME.=D. Damm( not damn, i purposely spell this way de.) Happy. But i guess i shouldnt be jumping into conclusion so fast eh? Furthermore, its o levels this year. Mustnt get distracted. BUT! Haix. Okay, studies first.(hopefully)

Okay, Shall go invite more people for friday event. JY VINCE! =D Nights.

Yeah, i know, its been ages since last blogged, and for those that are wondering, if this guy quit blogging, they are wrong.
Been busy and lazy lately, that probably explains my absence here.
At a lost on what i should blog about.Newspaper articles? fine, that will do fine until i found something to talk about.
Read an article of a Girl and a father commiting incest.( having sex with father/mother) My first reaction was like, WTF???? Who in the right mind would wanna sleep with their father. And Who in the right mind would wanna sleep with their daughther. Come on! Thats so not right. Crap. Oh, regarding those who claim to be the opposite gender trapped in their bodies, Shut up. God chose you to be a male/female. Don't say that you have alot of female hormones, the fact is, you have that bit more of male hormones that made you a guy. You want play with dolls? Go ahead. Don't care about what society says about you. You are Special.
All these people, are shaped, into thinking that they are trapped in the opposite gender body, by the society. So don't go around calling people gay and sissy and all that stuff, lest they really think that way. You might think that it is a small issue by calling people gay but you never know how it could affect his/her life.
Okay, now for another article. Don't really remember the title of the article but i roughly know its content. Its about the YOG foreigners, asking local CHAMPIONS( a name they give to YOG abassadors) for sex. Crap shit. Feel really bu shuang. Cause imagine a man twice your age, ask you/your sister for sex. Thats the kind of feeling. They think what? Singaporean are cheap? Come here can flirt around? Hope their wives check on them. This kind of people, don't deserve to have a good wife.

Okay, got off my agitated mood. Now to a slightly happier mood. AMKSS AIR CAME IN 4TH IN THE RECENT FREESTYLE COMPETITION. Cedar was first,River valley girls, then victoria. We improved le. Yay! =D I really believe that the next batch of NCOs will be able to bring The unit to greater heights, more awards. More than us. They're off to a great start. Next up for them, AKE or Getting awards from the spec course. Jia You.

Slacked for 3 days. Studied really hard for bio test. Wanted to get full marks, but got really disappointed when Daryl told me that i did one mcq wrongly. Careless. Haix. Still keep checking lehs.>< NVM. Mid year then get full marks.=D Oh, and i really wanna get full marks for Chem during MYE. Ms tay Challenged me. I believe it is possible. Just need to cut down on my careless mistakes and study really hard. Sure can de.

Jialat, Geog tmr. Havent do her assignments. =.= 5 more hours before i go jogging. Need to get those fats into muscles. Oh, got one more thing to rant about. Mdm Yao always never come for our pe. With her more fun. As compared to mr wong.( sorry mr wong)

Yeah, thats about it. Hopefully will blog in the middle of this week.Nights.

Cool right? My juniors won. Most of the NCOs were there to support them. The anouncing of award is the most exciting de loh. Cause i was afraid that history might repeat itself, like in the challenge quest that time. When they announce from 3rd to the 1st hor, i was thinking,' its either the best or nothing' but i put up a brave front. We won anyway.=D Retained the champion in air district for 2 years le, next year better retain hor.

Thinking back, this award was the first of the many awards during our illustrious Sec 3 ro Sec 4. I believe this batch of Ncos have won the most number of awards in the entire AMKSS history. We Kick Ass. Hope the next batch of NCOs will acheive more.Jia you.

Anyway, after the Competition, we went park mac to makan. Poor zhen hui had to fork out 30 dollar+, cause he promised to treat the juniors who participated, a McFlurry. But i think its worth it. Hope can win Finals, not like last year, which we screwed things up.

Okay, going to chiong for studies le, i find that there's loads of people looking down on me, going to use my results to shut their mouths. Yeah. Can imagine their stunned faces. But i promise i won't be Cocky, Won't treat them the same way as they treat me. Da Ren Bu Gen Xiao Ren Dou.(ownself invent de)

Anyway, tell you a secret. I've been thinking about getting Sword Of Honour when i get to NS. There is only 20 per Batch. Cream of Cream of the Crop.Best of the Best. Other Goals? O levels result? 6. A levels? 3As

Find it unrealistic? Laugh all you want. Mock All you want. Those who mock me, you really don't understand the ablilty of human brain. Genes doesnt affect much, until you used finish the full capicity of your brain. For now, Human is stuck at using 3% of that. Hardwork is the only key to success. See who gets the last laugh.

Okay, Gotta go, Need to pack my bag. Nights

Yeah. Need to do that more often.

Remembered about reading one newspaper article on how 2 primary 1 students bully and injure their classmates. dunno why, but i keep cursing and swearing after reading it. Cause i think i felt damm pissed at that time. I mean, imagine luh, your child kena people bully until badly injured. how would you feel? I will hang them upside down if i see them. Brats.

Yeah, then i remember, jonathan(hair) read something about teenager pregnancy. He asked me,' What would you do if your sister boyfriend tell you he made your sister pregnant?' i think my immediate reaction would be throwing punches at him, while cursing away. But after thinking for a while, i think its the wrong action to take. Cause whats done is done, i should accept the fact.

Hena damm cute! Ninuo Also!

okay, quite tired le, got to sleep. Nights.