I've found a friend who died for me

Yeah,this week got around 3 bbq.Warn you first, today post is gonna be long.

Firstly council de bbq.
Went to makan with council peeps on monday. At first they wanted to makan at fullerton de, and they wanted it to be FORMAL. Act adult. -.- budden super expensive. and very few people were willing to pay. of course luh, 60 plusplus for one dinner. can buy my coffeshop 30 packets of chicken rice. yeah so they changed it to seoul garden. Super not organised. Dun like not organised de things. CAUSE I ONLY KNOW ABOUT THE LOCATION ONLY ABOUT 1 DAY BEFORE IT. council arh, -.-.
yeah, and then i went for pds training(can call it slacking) for the entire morning and afternoon before leaving at 4 plus, to meet some noobs at amk mrt. TO MY AMAZEMENT. GARY WAS EARLY.LOL, okay la, i also never remeber occasions that he came late before. His comm was supposed to meet there at 530. My comm was to meet at city hall mrt at 530. Thats why smart people make smart choice. =D. We chatted there, and talked about many stuff, not only girls. -.-
Kok and loon were late. Kok wasnt feeling so good, budden loon had no excuse. then we went there tgt via mrt of course. Chatted with joel on the way.
Before i knew it, we reached. Walked a couple of miles before reaching.(exaggerate luh.) Saw some counciliors reach le.(my Comm de.) They were standing, when there were chairs nearby. Dumb right? -.- The smarter ones(me) immediatly sat when we reached.
Then the dinner started. 3 seniors joined us. wanted jun xing to come because kok, him and me, wanted to pose for photos like how we did last year. Budden he cmi. Pang seh me and kok.
We were arranged to sit according to our comm. And my table super squeezy. A table for 4 was 'improvised' into table of 8 just by placing more chairs. at first it was already 'improvised' into 6. then still no space, became 8. -.- AND I REALISED DURING THE END THAT ONLY OUR TABLE HAD 8 PEOPLE. THE OTHERS HAD 4. DAMM! THE SECOND MOST SQUEEZY TABLE WAS WINNY AND MENDI TABLE WITH ONLY 6 PEOPLE. WTH SIAH. Imagine luh, people ate finished already, we were still w8ing to peng gan. ZZ.
Halfway, kok, gary and loon, asked me to move and sit with them,which had been originally my plan, budden, i lazy move,and wanted to talk at my 'cosy' table. I told them w8 first. THEN GARY ANNOUNCED THAT I NEVER MOVED BECAUSE I WANTED TO 'PAO' AI QI. =.= MAKE ME SO GAN GA, I SIT BESIDE HER SUMMORE. -.-
Then joel chen ji, instantly kope that seat. ZZ. When i wanted to move there, they chased me away. ZZ.
Oh, yeah and halfway, i wanted to cook omellete. Tried once, budden cmi. then we changed the hotplate. Wanted to try again, budden this time huimin wanted to spoil my plan cause she thought i was playing with food. -.- See, people always think that i am always fooling around. Zz. Budden i managed to spoil her plan of spoiling mine. Managed to cook it anyway, w/o the egg sticking onto the pan. Then i gave her a smirk face. CAUSE SHE MADE ME WASTE 10 MINS. =.=
Oh, nearing the end, we played chai quan. VERY FUN. At first got demi,baohui,loon,kok,gary,joel, michael and me. I WON TWICE DE LOH, THEN BAO HUI SAY NOT COUNTED, BECAUSE I INTENDED TO SABO HIM TO EAT. DAMM GARY, WHY YOUR HANDS NEVER PUT PROPERLY? ZZ. TATS NOT THE BAD THING YET, THE THIRD GAME, BAOHUI WON. THEN HE WANTED ME TO EAT. ZZ. Later, we asked for special guests. Kareen jeremy and jun hao were the 'victims' We hatched a plot to sabo them, HAHA. its like 8 against 1. we won of course.
After the game, we had gift xchange. I received junhao present, while mine was given to gary. During the gift xchange, kok, mendi and i went to take photo. Quite fun also. We took everywhere, that look nice.After that, kok,loon,gary and i continued makaning. ^^ budden the person working there said that 1030 they closing. -,- Expected to return at 1. like last year. Then loon wanted to watch movie. I was keen, budden it seems that only i and him was interested. then dun want go la, cause two guys watch tgt like gay. -.- Yeah so i reached home at around 11,after chatting with those 3 crappers.

Secondly, Air de bbq.
Yeah, the sec 2s organised a not official de bbq.Cause it was kinda last minute. But this de last minute is also better than council de. -.- At first it was only a normal bbq, budden some smart people suggested the idea of having night cycling. Whos the smart person? ME LUH.
We met at amk station at 12, and makaned at food court tgt. Ate one super digusting noodle. Regretted. After eating, we went to ntuc to do some last minute shopping. yeah, and we sat 88 at about 1. Reached around 2. Walked alot before arriving at our bbq spot. it was at pasiris park.
When we reached, we began playing abit of soccer, budden abit sian le, then i and francis played yugioh. won him once with both of my deck but also lost to him.Then huimin,jas,ck,yinonn, and a few more came with bikes. NUGGET! THEY BO JIO US TO RENT. summore need walk alot. So the 5 pro people, jm,jq,mustafa,hazim and me walked to the rental shop following ck's direction. We walked and chat, and Walked and chat and walk and chat, in the end we ended up near the end of the park. LOL!, had to call for SOS. Damm pai seh leh, 3 out of 5 is orienteering de peeps. LOL. Budden no map lehs, cannot blame us. we just walk and chat nia. Fun, LOL. And the bbq begun. Jasmine, huimin,syaz, yinonn, and i went to the beach to play. WAnted to go pao pao de. then realised i never bring pants and underwear, and dun wanna cycle witrh a wet ass. Budden ,the stupid wave, hit me. Z Then i dun care le. Pao-ed awhile. Then go help in bbq. The sec 2s never bring oil or margarine. Z, need to borrow from us. Cannot be blamed, we eat more salt then they eat rice. And then seniors came down. chatted and ate til 12 plus. Budden i never eat much okay. eat two chicken wings and 1 hotdog nia. =,= Not forgetting loads of smoke. =.=
Night cycling and the bbq with my family will be posted tmr, needa do impt stuff.

HAHA, DECIDED TO BLOG ABOUT HIM VERY LONG AGO LE, BUDDEN NOW THEN RMB.

Ok, here goes.

I find that he damm pro. In golf. I thought he very old le loh, he win loads of awards lehs. budden, in the end also succumb to temptation. I believe that its hard not to succumb to temptations, exspecially chio bu(s). Budden his wife quite chio le loh. summore her background also very 'chio'. -.-, forgot le, but i think her background is sth like she shun publicity, dun want do photo shoots requests by famous megazines. Then she at first also shun tiger woods. I mean, who will shun publicity and fame and money? very respectable loh.

Yeah, heard that they wanna split up. OF COURSE LUH, MORE THAN 10 MISTRESS, SUMMORE GOT ONE MIDDLE AGED DE WOMAN. WTH. DESPO siol. okay dun criticise him le, he suay enough le.

okay back to my life.

Found out i like to trick people. Keep doing lame stuff, budden like damm fun. LOL.
every little thing i do also must irritate people. =D Fun. HAHA.
K go pack bag le, tmr got council dinner.

Yeah, back to my normal self le. Ytd i yue hao daryl and benson to makan at chomp chomp before staying overnight at daryl's hotel. Had a blast!

Why go chompchomp at midnight? Dunno leh, find it damm cool. Its like quite fun to do stufff at night,not sexual activities luh, but, like mini outing liddat. Super cool. The temperature also very nice. Yeah, so its just damm cool luh.

okay, now i shall go into the details.
Left house at 10pm( wanted to leave at 9 de ) -.-
Sat 806 mrt and 73 to daryl's stop. cool man, take 3 transport, including walking-.-
Met up with poon.
Had to walk all the way to sheng siong to 'fetch' benjiao.(aka, benson)
Walked to daryl's house.
Check in to poon hotel.
Pestered people in msn using benjiao, poon and my acc. Super fun.
Played worms 3d.(benjiao kena me and daryl rape.)
Watched lan qiu huo.
Neighbour 2 storey below us complained.(-.-)
Went chomp chomp on bus 315.
Ordered hokkien mee, hang hee(sting ray), carrot cake and 2 big big cup of sugar cane juice.(^^)
Departure by walking home. ( cause already 1am, bo bus le.)
GOT LOST! @%#$^$*^&!
Managed to sniff our way back.
Fetch benjiao home.
Walked back to poon hotel.
Played yugioh cards til 4.
Slept at 5.( SI POON! HE SLEPT AT 410.)
Woke up at 730.
Check out of poon hotel.

That sums up our activities. Tell you a secret. I quite worried about getting caught by the police as it is already veryveryvery late at night when we got lost. -.- Those two rich kids wanted to take taxi back to the hotel de. budden, i insisted that we do not, cause after midnight taxi charges = x2. Poor daryl had to sniff his way back. ^^ Anyway, we treat the experience like night trail. LOL! super fun. We kept talking on the way. Mouth never close. HAHA.

Tell you another secret. We left chompchomp at 1 , but reached the hotel at 230 or so. Cool right? Budden thats not the secret. The secret is, i was hungry by the time we reached. LOL! Walked alot lehs. Budden time flies.

Yeah yeah, and i found out something amusing during the bus trip. forgot what it is le. Budden very awkward to laugh out loudly in the bus. yeah, then i have to act as if i am not smiling( dun ask me how -.-) Need to maintain that cool face, whenever you are on bus or train alone. =D

okay, that sums up our (mis)adventures. =F See ya. ^^

Yeah, as the header describes it.

Been feeling down lately.No idea why. NO! NOT BECAUSE I AM REJECTED BY A GIRL OR WHATEVER LOVE CRAP. =.= Crap. and i just realised i havent been doing my plans for 2010. Too many things are swirling around my head. Dunno what i should blog, becuase i havent been active lately. to me,active = go out and crack some stupid jokes with some friends.

Oh yeah, wanted to makan with daryl and some noobs at chomp chomp today de. And wanted to stay over at his house after makaning. Budden, i got appointment tomorrow, then cannot don't sleep. Cause i intended to taunt the night after the makan.

Anyway, i feel that nobody really understands me. Not even my closest people in my life. Only God i guess. Maybe its the way i express myself. I always laugh, smile and make a fool out of myself. Just to bring laughter and joy to others. And i enjoy doing that. However, they don't really understand me. It does not mean that i can only be childish and not serious. People don't trust me. People thought that i am always in the wrong. Why? Why? why? Its like if you could just look into the facts before passing your 'judgement' on me. Damn. Feel super pestimistic. Everyone just presumes that if you are smiling, nothing is going wrong in your life.Z.I should keep wearing this mask, until, until the day i can find some one i can confide to.A human.

okay, should talk about some happy stuff in order to make myself feel better. Talking about the good old past. Oh, i remember when i was a small little boy, about 6? kindergarden that time, i receive presents from girls loh. Not trying to make myself great or what, budden, all these small things i received during then, makes me happy now. Its like quite cute luh. I remember got pokemon stickers and one small piggy bank. =D Yeah, wonder where have all these things gone. I never throw away presents de okay. Except one. I remembered that i have no choice but to throw that away. Its like something that keeps distracting me. Then after throwing, i feel super free.Curious to know what it is? Nah, wun tell you, make you xin yang yang.

Anyway, i wanna watch avatar, and the storm warriors. All look damm cool.Shall not dampen my happy memories with sad ones in this blog. I secretly hope i can like lose all of my memories, dunno why. However, dun want la, later need to restudy or what. Wonder if there is a way to lock memories up. You want to forget qiu forget, wanna remember qiu remember. And no, its not love relationships, Maybe some day i will get hurt, budden havent really got hurt luh, not deeply yet. =D So I've been trying to stay away from relationships til J2 bah, budden, who knows? might change my mind once that girl speaks.=D Its like some sort of deeply discourage food, budden after you try it, you feeel like trying it again. Like drugs. =.= So try to stay as friends. And some more i feel that people should not really get into BGR. Cause who knows, your taste might change. Yeah.budden, as i said earlier, its very tempting.And yeah, i hate people who thinks if A likes her, but she dun like A, and then ignore him or talk bad about him. Honestly, i have done that a couple times already. I feel that once another person likes you, you can somehow tell de. Once i feel that way, i always ignore her de. However, thats in the past, cause i now know never do on others what you do not want others to do on you. Yeah! So if you like me, dun stop! ^^ ( =.= , although you might feel who will like HIM!, -.-, gimme some room to feel liked. =D)

Okay feel better le. Have to do some maths before i go to bed. HAVENT DO ALL MY HOMEWORK YET. -.- Kay, Nights.

Yeah damm dog= tired today.
Stayed in school for pds and played soccer in the rain ( shh!).
Realised, i not zi high as i want to be. Seriously. Cant really wear the smile i want to wear all the time.( except on the bus, cause if you see a guy in the bus smiling randomly, you will thought he siao.)

Oh yeah, Tell ni a secret. I broke one rifle some time ago, while ytd, zhen hui broke another cause i wanted him to demo rising sun. and then today, andrew cracked another rifle when i challenged him to do triple toss without opening his eyes.( even though his eyes WERE never opened all the time.(( cause his eyes super small)))
Pro right? But i feel bad luh. =.=
!!!

Anyway, i challenged hairy pig to do triple toss w/o opening eyes also. then he failed, and hurt his thumb badly. HAHA. It was super funny, cause when the bar hit his thumb, got a 'POP' sound. keep laughing with hazim.

Soccer was super fun. Cause weather not hot. If weather too hot, i might melt.OKAY, -.-, i will feel damm hot and tired and not high and low and not happy. =.=

Sorry arh, today post abit random. Cause tired. This sunday is Fantastic. CHRISTMAS WITH THE HALLS TOTALLY ROCKED. MARK HALL THE LEAD SINGER OF CASTING CROWNS CAME WITH HIS FAMILY. HIS VOICE IS SUPERB MAN. IS THOSE KINDA VOICE THAT ONCE YOU HEAR, YOUR HAIR( ALL PARTS OF BODY) WILL STAND DE. SUPER NICE OKAY.

Feel damm dirty now.(havent bathe after playing in the rain.) go bathe le arh! Bye.

Wait wait! last paragraph. I wonder if people feel irritated when another ask," what you wanna talk about?" LOL! I personally feeel damm irritated! cause its like the person wanna talk to you, then dunno what to talk, then ask you what to talk, might as well ask you to talk to the person.Damm irritating right?!?!
-.- and thats what i do. =D

K la go bathe le. Stinking my house too badly le, later mum kick me out. SEA why-eh!

Yeah, i am seriously damm bad at giving up,
DON'T YOU TRY TO MAKE ME GIVE UP!
GIVE UP TRYING TO MAKE ME GIVE UP!

Well, have been working out this few days. Trying to get back my shape.
Budden, realise i am really out of shape and weak le. ARGH!
Anyway, i feel damm peaceful at night. Its the type of peacefulness that ... aiyah words cannot explain it. Read finish Naruto manga le. Found it damm lame. I mean, who would love a guy for 3 years? sommore its when she's 13 lehs. wth!How can they understand love? Anyway, i also can't say i fully understand love. Aiyah, still too young.

Z! forgot what i wanna blog le. =.= Realise i keep forgeting things. Senile le.

Okay, nights.

Sorry guys. Lazy to post my experience in obs. And i wanted to blog on tuesday de, budden the dance concert make me so tired. -.-
1st day- Practise kayaking.
2nd day- Rock wall. Moved to camp 2(toilet damm far away from our campsite -.-)
3rd day- Land expedition (damm tired, Carried the tent in my backpack, think i shortened by 2 cm or so already.)
4th day- Sea Expedition =D ( totally rocked in this day.)
5th day- Reflections and exchanging numbers day. ^^

Okay back to lastlast day. Went to school. Slacked around til 5. then waited for 30mins or so for sir zhan hong at amk (-.-). Went republic poly. Suprised so many people from amkss actually bought the tickets. p.q maybe only i found it bo hua. Budden my ticket's free, so just go there lend my support to some shorties.

Was like super hungry after the concert. Felt that i could eat 2 jonathans. (hairy pig luh, not hair) serious. Then we went to mac and i ordered what i had ordered on lunch on the same day. MEGA MAC UPSIZED.For some rtted who still dunno what i meant, I ATE 2 MEGA MAC ON THE SAME DAY. 8 SLICES OF BEEF, 6 PATTIES, COUNTLESS OF FRIES. can say byebye to my figure le. WELCOME FATS. =D

okay. Feel like sleeping le. Damm lazy to do my homework. Sians.Bye, i'll go have my after nap til 7 or so le. Nights!

Sorry for not blogging ytd. Cause ytd was VERY VERY BUSY( as if.) So decided to blog about obs today. Hope the memories are still strong and not fade. I shall talk about how fun it was before going in details. *.*

OBS was super fun okay. Thought it would be similar to sec 3 adventure camp budden it turned out to be quite different. More fun of course.Went there with quite a sian attitude. Cause i heard that we might be splitted up.We = The amksians. (=.=) Consisting of: Sx, Zhen hui, tiew, wenwen,heng leng, winnie, ruben,honyu,jasmine, justin,amanda, lu yao,venson, qi huan and still got 1 more, forgot names le. psps.

Wanted to stay in the air clique de, budden thought that we cfm split up de. so sad. Thought the 16(okay 17, if + zh) would be in one group while the rest of the other schools would be in another groups. Budden mr ling told us the harsh truth. Sadden.

Zhen hui was the reserve. meaning if everyone from other schools went for obs, he would have to return home. Lol. then the groupings were out. i was grouped with sex, wenwen,venson. then poor tiew alone. haha. Can see the disappointment in his face loh. He not alone luh, budden he is with 3 other not so close de amksian.LOL. poor him, have to spend 5 days talking to himself. And then zhen hui replaced the bartley secondary school slot. and came my group. LOL. got 2 crappers to spam with for the entire course. Thank God.

When we reached the multi purpose hall, everyone was super high. Except for amkss and some other schools. Dunno why they so high. Abit siao. keep cheering for no reasons. Some times in camp, when you're not the one making noise, you will feel left out. That kinda explain my feelings during then.

Then we got to know our intructors. Charles, was our primary intructor, while Leo from phillipines and Levvy from Romania were the guest intructors. Super cool, got 3 intructors in our group. My watch was called BARKER.( not BARGIRL -.-) We did some ice breaker games. No whacko.(-.-) lol. Oh yeah, tell you my watch members first. By random order: Xaiver, RAMA(dustbin),Susie,Fifi, Lala,HuiJun,PeiJun(merlion),Michelle Goh, Esther, Carri, Menda and the five of us. Total of 10 girls and 6 boys. COOL! At first xaiver super high, keep like speak to our entire watch and cracking super lame jokes. Yeah.

We were allocated jobs.Got tons of them. Ranging from DayIC to Medical IC and Sea expedition IC to Food IC. Wanted to be Sea ex ic de loh, budden they say since 2 guys were already chosen to be Land ex Ic, the sea slot should be given to the girls. Then bo bian, i choose day4 ic loh. There were no slacker post. So yeah. If not i slack le.

After lunch, we were taught how to dispose our trash and have to get ready our food for tomorrow, as we have to leave camp by then. We learnt that before throwing any waste, like sweet wrapper, we have to tie a knot before throw, this saves space. I was quite puzzled. Cause if liddat, then it will take a long time to decompose in the land fill mah. Budden, dunnid care luh, i also not the land fill manager or wad. =D HAHA.

Rama broke the silence between the guys during lunch. Overheard he said something about ncc air sucks.(cause he from land de.) Then sex zh and i instantly stare at him. LOL! Then we purposely say land sucks in front of him, knowing he cant do anything. =D Budden disturb him nia luh. We so Peaceful. =D

After packing some stuff and unloading them into our bunks( okay maybe not bunks, cause we never sleep in them), we changed into our wet gear for kayaking. HAHA. sex and tiew brought yin onn ake shirt. -,- so they're fake. Kayaking was super fun. Teamed up with Carrie,with her at the back of the Triyak intially. I wanted the back de loh, budden i gentleman, let her. Charles later ask me to change position with her, cause he knew that i would be able to control the kayak more efficently. After that, the entire watch raft up and we did cool stuff, like standing all at once in our triyaks. And then we sang songs while i kept jumping. Super fun. ^^

Dinner was at the cookhouse again. It wasnt so bad, not so good either. And we slept in the tent, not once in this camp did we sleep on beds. it was tents all the way. =X and the conditions of the tents? you wouldnt wanna imagine it. The same shoe that trampled on mud, trud inside the tent. ^^ All for 4 nights. Can imagine how dirty the tent was in the last night already? =D

Okay time to stop, would continue tomorrow with Day 2 and 3. Hope got readers. Nvm, this blog is to remind me of my past. Thanks to anybody who appreciate my blogging, or even read through. ^^ Nights. 8D