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Decided to blog today.(obvious, -.-)
was just thinking about treating everyone equally, regardless of his/her background. social status, charecter, looks(very important).
I find that i will treat people better if they are better looking,have good charecter. Dunno why. But i dun want this to happen.Serious.Have to change this way of thinking. Gonna force myself, even though sometimes, i really feel otherwise.JY!
Just some time ago(cant specify when, got reason behind it.), i came home late after activities in school. Was damm shag already, decided to come online,go into facebook, and play some games. Then, somebody talked to me.On MSN. Felt damm irritated loh. Wanted to like just tell the person, 'SHUT UP!'. I also wanted to pretend afk, then dun reply to their questions, and happily resume my game. But i decided to be a nice guy, and just answer that person question, and i even tried to pretend to be listening. But behind this computer screen, i would be cursing away,saying 'shut up leh'.Then, another person came online, this time, i really chatted even though i was really tired. Crap right?Feel damm lousy for doing that.Serious.When i put myself in the former person's shoe, i really really felt damm lousy.To think your friend is just entertaining you.Not really listening to your questions and worse still, talk with others. Just try putting yourself in his/her shoes. Damm sad right? So i set my it as one of my goals to treat everyone equally. In other words, treat every guy as my best friend and every girl as my girlfriend.Remember only their good points and forget their bad ones. Will be one tough road ahead of me, but i think i can do it. =D
Really feeling down now, dunno why.
Back to the 'treating everybody equally' part. I suddenly thought about those times, when i left out others, eg: not inviting them to outings, including them in events, etc. Regret it. Those times, i never even bothered abt them. Now, when i start to put myself into their shoes, i can really feel that how hurting it must have been to them.Really sorry.
Okay, enough of those. Now back to my life. Training yesterday wasnt so bad, not that it was good either. Had fun teaching the sec 1s how to do basic drills.One thing to note about kids, they cant stand still. The trick to make them stand still? Challenge them. Tell them,' guys, i need your to stand still for 1 min, i will be timing you guys,can do it anot?' Then, make comments about them being unable to do it, then they will try to prove you wrong. Cute right kids? =D Used this technique against those kids ytd. As expected, kids being kids, they still moved but only slightly. Vast improvement, as compared to 'normal' falling in. Always let them win.Although it may be hard at times, budden, no matter how bad their attitude is, give in to them, observe their likes and dislikes, as well as charecter, then move in for the kill. Each kid, got special way of handling them. Wah i talk like a damm pro parent. =D
The bad part of training? i misplaced several stuff. First of all, laoma's keys. Almost lost her full sets of keys loh, thought yin onn would took it. Overturned and ransacked the entire air room, just for finding her keys.
Second, my beret. After we found out that it was jun hong that took her keys, i went back to put the things back in order, lest causing more things to be misplaced. Then to my horror, i realise my left pocket is empty. 'EH?!?WHERE I PUT MY BERET? SHIT!' once again, the absent minded Vince, ransacked the air room, leaving no shoe bags unturned, no bags unzipped(just joking,-.-) Thanks to zhao xiang, whos eyes is sharper than mine by like 300 times, he found my beret.Thanks man!
Reached home at about 930. Was like carrying my bag like got bomb inside. Really heavy.( those that see me carrying my bag around would understand)
Ai sui Mai Mia.
Just remembered a joke. Maybe not funny, budden i find it quite hilarious. I remember that time during council camp, hua jian and i were crapping about how a briefcase bomb look like. The more innocent it looks, the more dangerous it is. He suggested putting the bomb in a first aid kit. LOL! HAHA! BET NO TERRORIST HAD THAT BRILLANT IDEA.LOL! I MEAN LIKE, NOT ALL TERRORIST WOULD PUT A BOMB IN A BLACK BRIEFCASE RIGHT?
Okay, enough said.Gotta go already. Needa prepare for tomorrow. See ya.
