On Fire.
Yeah, damm friggin pissed by almost everything in my life right now.
Everything is like giving me trouble.
Even my bed.
Wanted to sleep just now at abt 430 de. But my hair like damm itchy and i cant really find a suitable position to sleep.made me damm pissed. And my sister extra comments too. Wanted to kick her friggin face, and follow it up with 999999999999999 punches. Can like imagine her face with blood now.Serious. And when i tried doing my compo, anger crept into my head. Wrote one whole page before tearing it up. Guess i cant be angry when writing compo.
Last friday was terrible. Almost felt like doing stupid things to somebody, Yeah, the one i hate. Feel like just venting out all my anger. punch someone to death or something. I can visualise it.
And cocky people. Have to face one almost everyday.PUNCH AND PUNCH AND PUNCH. Really damm pissed right now.
Shall Talk about people i respect now.
Sir desmond lim, mrs veda and charles.
Firstly, sir desmond lim. He gave really good advice to me. 'the man who thinks win' Have to really bear this quote in my mind. Cant let my fists rule over my mind. Feel that he really very clever, have to think the way he does.
Secondly, mrs veda. Very good de. At first when i asked her questions, i felt that she wasnt answering the question, budden, she always give a background information which helps me understand better. And her analogies. Damm good. Wanna be like her next time, being able to explain complex things with a simple analogy.
Last but not least, Charles, my OBS instructor. He always tells story de. Interesting ones. I think he have loads of experience loh. And he teaches us differently and managed to discipline us without having to scold us.
Must really learn from all of them.
Okay, cooled down le. I am a person, who will be eveready to stand up for something i believe in, even though the opposition have a higher authority than me, i will think of ways, to bring that person down, or die trying. However, i have to say i am easily influenced.
That person showed no respect for me, and i dun intend to either. Feel that everything that person do is deliberatedly to piss my ass off. I might not be as old as you, but trust me, when i turn super pissed, you really dun wanna be against me. I dun care the consequences, but i will make sure you will suffer worse than me. Watch out.
Just realised i got angry again. -.- okay, lets change the topic to something else. oh yeah, my nosebleed again last night. Think i 'digged my nose' cause the bleeding isnt so bad. Should i go for a full body check up? Dunno leh, think i should, cause i bleed loads of occasion already. Wanted to go for check up at sec 3 de budden. i postponed til after sec 3 end of year exams. After the exams, i assured myself, and 'cancel' the thought of going for one.Now, the thought returned to me once again. Guess i shouldnt go bahs. Cause lazy. So far lehs -.-
okay. Think i better go write that compo again after dinner. Gotta go le. Bye.
