Just Feel Like It.
Yeah, as the header describes it.
Been feeling down lately.No idea why. NO! NOT BECAUSE I AM REJECTED BY A GIRL OR WHATEVER LOVE CRAP. =.= Crap. and i just realised i havent been doing my plans for 2010. Too many things are swirling around my head. Dunno what i should blog, becuase i havent been active lately. to me,active = go out and crack some stupid jokes with some friends.
Oh yeah, wanted to makan with daryl and some noobs at chomp chomp today de. And wanted to stay over at his house after makaning. Budden, i got appointment tomorrow, then cannot don't sleep. Cause i intended to taunt the night after the makan.
Anyway, i feel that nobody really understands me. Not even my closest people in my life. Only God i guess. Maybe its the way i express myself. I always laugh, smile and make a fool out of myself. Just to bring laughter and joy to others. And i enjoy doing that. However, they don't really understand me. It does not mean that i can only be childish and not serious. People don't trust me. People thought that i am always in the wrong. Why? Why? why? Its like if you could just look into the facts before passing your 'judgement' on me. Damn. Feel super pestimistic. Everyone just presumes that if you are smiling, nothing is going wrong in your life.Z.I should keep wearing this mask, until, until the day i can find some one i can confide to.A human.
okay, should talk about some happy stuff in order to make myself feel better. Talking about the good old past. Oh, i remember when i was a small little boy, about 6? kindergarden that time, i receive presents from girls loh. Not trying to make myself great or what, budden, all these small things i received during then, makes me happy now. Its like quite cute luh. I remember got pokemon stickers and one small piggy bank. =D Yeah, wonder where have all these things gone. I never throw away presents de okay. Except one. I remembered that i have no choice but to throw that away. Its like something that keeps distracting me. Then after throwing, i feel super free.Curious to know what it is? Nah, wun tell you, make you xin yang yang.
Anyway, i wanna watch avatar, and the storm warriors. All look damm cool.Shall not dampen my happy memories with sad ones in this blog. I secretly hope i can like lose all of my memories, dunno why. However, dun want la, later need to restudy or what. Wonder if there is a way to lock memories up. You want to forget qiu forget, wanna remember qiu remember. And no, its not love relationships, Maybe some day i will get hurt, budden havent really got hurt luh, not deeply yet. =D So I've been trying to stay away from relationships til J2 bah, budden, who knows? might change my mind once that girl speaks.=D Its like some sort of deeply discourage food, budden after you try it, you feeel like trying it again. Like drugs. =.= So try to stay as friends. And some more i feel that people should not really get into BGR. Cause who knows, your taste might change. Yeah.budden, as i said earlier, its very tempting.And yeah, i hate people who thinks if A likes her, but she dun like A, and then ignore him or talk bad about him. Honestly, i have done that a couple times already. I feel that once another person likes you, you can somehow tell de. Once i feel that way, i always ignore her de. However, thats in the past, cause i now know never do on others what you do not want others to do on you. Yeah! So if you like me, dun stop! ^^ ( =.= , although you might feel who will like HIM!, -.-, gimme some room to feel liked. =D)
Okay feel better le. Have to do some maths before i go to bed. HAVENT DO ALL MY HOMEWORK YET. -.- Kay, Nights.
