School tmr!=.=
sians! School's coming tmr. feel very lazy leh, after 3 days of slacking at home, now must go school.worse thing is tmr will be a cram day, cfm need to check the other papers. Wonder how i did for history and a maths. hope my ass wunt kena kicked by those two.
Today, i shall talk about maths. i rmb when i small, abt 3? i saw a maths poster.by that time i already know about +, -. then i remember vividly, i proudly told my mother that 3 times of 3 is 9, nobody taught me that i assure you. SO SMALL LEHS.so clever liaos. but now leh? -.- think i can do well de. just that lazy.but laziness can't always be the cause for my problems.GOTTA OVERCOME IT!!! Haha. For all those smart people, who dunnid study still can score well(eg. junmeng) and those smart but still working damm hard de(eg. mendi bahs?) WATCH OUT!!!
GONNA PIARH FOR O LEVELS! YOU STUDY 4HOURS, I AM GONNA STUDY 8HOURS. YOU STUDY 10 HOURS, I AM GONNA STUDY 20 HOURS. SEE WHO WIN! ROAR!!!
okay, self-motivation part is over, lets talk about life now.
I always hear people say scared of gangster,etc. but let me tell you, i don't really fear any thing except God. dunno leh, guess i am just fearless? oh, and last time i fear death. when i small that time, i keep crying when i think about afterlife. i always imagine myself behind a cement block, cause i always go visit my mother's parents there, see their pictures infront of a block of marble.
Then i would imagine myself motionless, seeing my descedents visit me. oh yeah, and i last time also scared that if i sleep, what if cannot wake up? LOL, come to think about it, i think last time i think too much =D Anyway, i believe if i now die, i would go to heaven according to what Jesus promised me in the bible.
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.For God did not send his Son to condemn the world but to save the wrold through him"
John 3:16-17
okay back to topic. I don't really understand why people fear others. Dunno scared for wad. What can he do? call people whack you or kill you? So wad? whack you, you still live, kill you, you prepare to meet God. Personally, i hate bullies, never found myself a victim to one, except when i small kena my brother. they think their fists are the solution to every problem. Crap. Then they scold vulgar like nobody problem. the f word become their fullstop and comma. Super disgusting to hear them speak.Promise to stand up for any of my friends who are bullied, or even strangers. i won't fight la, waste my strength on them nia. Hopefully i won't retaliate if them hit me,cause i dunno how wild will i get. Don't bother trying to strike back, God's way of striking back for you is better, trust Him ^^
Yeah, so don't be Afraid. Need help? Ask me! Sure help if within my means de.
okay, let's move on to lighter topics.
Decided to be the main actor in my life. Tired of trying to act cool. Gonna be myself le, cheerful, noisy, irritating and CUTE! okay -,-
have you ever thought of whats gonna happen to you in adulthood? either you live the life for yourself, or you live your life for others. dun want the latter. imagine slogging your guts out for others -.- dun want. i am a lazy person. most importantly must live the life you wanna live. everything also must try, then can brag to others:' Been there, Done that '
you never know if you have talent for something unless you try it out.But trust the elders, Shit taste Shitty, thats one thing you would never wanna try ^^ ;D
Woah! i getting more naggy le, post so much. later go peep at other people blog. See ya!
PS: i like this song-Jia Ge Wo by ALEX DU, dunno why, just very nice to hear^^
